Saturday, December 31, 2011
I need help I think....anorexia althetica maybe be in the rising...or something else I'm not sure..?
Hmm...well I don't know how to put this. But....I am obsessed with my weight. I am constantly excersising, I do at least 5k every morning to burn off the calories I ate the night before and I do a set routine that I planned of pushups, cruches, handstands etc. everymorning. I also count calories...I restrict myself to 169 calories, ppl don't stress just for a minute it sounds low lol..but its really filling I eat only vegetables and love it =D. Erm..but I make all these things to stop myself from eating when I get hungry..lol I made this questionaire for myself when I feel like binge eating or something..it works but sometimes when I look at it I feel a bit crazy..lol...for writing such a confidence debooster...lol...Ummmm I'm not quite sure if I have a mental problem or not cause I was browsing some models to pep me up and I found all this anorexia athletica sydrome buisness and 5/6 stuff on the list I do..and erm I'm kinda worried but I'm not sure if I'm just overeacting to some silly website...So help me out?? Sorry for the big babble but yeah.
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